YOU CANT ESCAPE THIS! ( MY Journey in The Shadow of ,Doubt)

IF YOU ARE A BELIEVER
YOU SHALL SURELY BE TESTED
I believe strongly in the Goodness of God.
I see God as Our Heavenly Father
Who is absolutely Compassionate and Generous
I see Him as the Creator who is FULL of unfailingly Love
Most times l would say to myself
" If The God of our LORD Jesus Christ is pressed down as a sponge: All that will flow out of Him is unfailingly LOVE . God is too GOOD to act wivkedly.

A few years back, l met a Gentleman in the Spiritual realm who told Me
" You are pampered by God and l laughed and said " Believers Are the Apple of His Eyes, The Only Thing we are ordained to experience is The Unfailing Love of Our Heavenly Father!

Then I  had to go through extreme, far beyond the norm, severe and drastic  tough times of testing, hardship, begging ( The type of begging whereby people may begin to believe that you are asking for financially assistance for ritual purposes. Because they can't understand " WHY YOU SHOULD NEED ASSIATNCE AT ALL'

Soon afterwards, l began to doubt if l was ever saved in the first place.
I was convinced beyond every doubt that God is SHEER GOODNESS and even His judgement is borne out of Goodness.
Therefore if anything is wrong in THIS MATTER☺️
It must be ME: I AM AT FAULT & NOT JESUS CHRIST!
If anyone has done wrong between Me and my Heavenly Father, 
Of Course l must be the CULPRIT

When l read that Apostle Paul was bullief daily by a Messenger of Satan  and He prayed to God about it for while and God response was
" My Grace is sufficient For You! 
In my Heart , l said ' BUT GOD ALWAYS ANSWERS PRAYERS.

It became My turn to visit  such places
I experienced such hell puzzling situations
And doubted if l ever met with Jesus Christ 
Sola Allyson's song
Omo ba, Ma Mikan was my anchor
I would listen to the song in tears 
I will wake up sad but move around in Society with a smile and relate with people in LAUGHTER
YET, my heart was bubbl8ng with situations that were humiliating!
Does This Mean GOD IS NOT GOOD?

( To Be Continued)
My Name is Hephzibah- Abigail and God Delights in Me because l am The Father's Beloved!

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